Abby and I were up for a while last night. Teething? Sick? Nightmare? Who knows, but this is the first time she's been up for more than a couple minutes in well over a month so I'm not complaining. Sleeping is not her most promising talent. But the couple hours together gave me time to think about several random topics, some of which I thought would be funny to post.
Roy has a final today that has 40 multiple choice questions and an essay. Instead of using a bubble sheet for the multiple choice section, the professor is having them type out "I choose A)" and then writing out what A says. And, by the way, there may be more than one correct answer. And in addition, law exams don't usually have the options A) sometimes, B) always, C) never. It's more like full paragraph answers. Why he chose to administer the test that way, we'll never know, but we've had a good laugh about how tired Roy's fingers are going to be at the end of the three hour exam.
There are some time periods that I am happy to say that I survived and actually enjoyed: high school (I know you are all thinking the same thing); childbirth (but really, I was very very blessed and it didn't take a long time--I was just very anxious to meet my angel); meeting my in-laws (disclaimer: they are not scary at all, but all the stories from friends meeting their future in-laws and just the whole idea of meeting the parents of my fiancee, no matter who they were, was an intimidating prospect. And of course the "meeting the parents" went great and I love them); many months of not enough sleep while I was huge-pregnant and when Abby was little (she is more than worth it, but really, over a year of not sleeping through the night in total? That's a long time!); student teaching in DC (it was a different world, but I'm grateful for the experience because I learned a whole lot); the several days in recent months where there have been at least 4 children ages 2 and under at my house at the same time (I am more and more grateful that Abby was not a twin or triplet). And the list could go on. But in summary, there are hard things that we experience in life. It's just funny that we appreciate them after we see why we lived through them and how they have effected our lives today for the better.
I already feel bad for our second, third, fourth, etc children. No, this is not an annoucement. We practically follow Abby around with our camera. And that's just not going to happen no matter that we love them just as much as we love Abby. It's just that I only have 2 hands and those hands are going to be very busy with two or more children. So this is an apology in advance.
I have written in my journal for what seems like my whole life. I remember my parents giving us a lesson about the importance of journal-writing and making a big deal about giving us our very own journal. We all took to it quickly and I think we all still faithfully write in a journal. Good job, Mom and Dad! I was thinking about some of my early journal entries that were just so silly: "I woke up at 6:48. Jeff V. got his name on the board. It was a good day." Glad I captured the real important things! But really, at the end of the day when I can just reflect and write whatever I want because no one else will read it, it is the perfect few minutes of me-time (that doesn't happen very often anymore) and a great way to de-stress and get ready to go to bed. Thanks, Mom and Dad, for giving me a productive tool to record my day and reflect on my goals.
And lastly, on a more spiritual note, I have been thinking recently a lot about how much I love Abby and how excited I get when she conquers a new skill. You all know that I brag incessently about all she can do! :) I think that my love for her and my joy in her success is just a tiny piece of what God must feel for us as we grow and become better people. It's humbling to think that He is willing to share His very choice children with us, the people who are our friends, family members, and the people we are around each day.